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I’ve never been really slim, but I’ve been just the okay size. Recently I started gaining weight like mad. Everyone makes fun of me about it. I’m so fat right now that I hate myself. I don’t have time to exercise, I work Monday to Saturday. I can’t afford dieting, it’s pretty expensive. I just hate how I look in the mirror. My self confidence is crashing. I can’t even take group pictures because I look like a pig. I’m in a long distance relationship and I’m afraid to see my boyfriend because I am twice the size he knows. He says he doesn’t care about my size and loves me all the same, but I still feel awful about it. I want to end the relationship because I may not meet his expectations and he wouldn’t want to hurt me by saying anything about the size. I tried eating twice or once a day but nothing seem to be working. Bottom line is I hate myself and I hate taking pictures because of this. I can’t even go back home to see my parents and siblings because they would say a lot of things to make me feel worse. Even random people on the street will say things about my size that hurts like hell. I can’t use public transport because the conduct will ask me to sit somewhere else because I am fat and will limit the number of people sitting. I’m tired. I am deeply pained, I am sad.

3 Comments
  • Anonymous
    7:50 PM, 12 June 2019

    There is a wise saying that a mans speed depends on what is chasing him.i think if you hate your self please try and hit the gym or better still do it at home.firstly you have to love your self before anyone does.

  • Anonymous
    9:41 PM, 20 June 2019

    Since you were slim before u can be now, just firstly try love urself,do u know there are men who loves fat people and hate slim people,so no matter ur situation someone loves it.u can only be sad when there is no solution but right now there is.

    • Anonymous
      5:36 PM, 21 June 2019

      I honestly think that there’s a man for every woman. Be confident and trust that there’s a guy looking for you to love you the way you are

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