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My name is Tom I'm 25years. I have been in a relationship for the past 4 years whereby I gave in my best and my heart. I was a virgin before I met her she gradually tried to have sex with me and I kept declining until eventually I had to because it seems like I didn't love her according to her. I did everything within my power to keep the relationship going, I'm this kind of an emotional person I was faithful to her but eventually she cheated on me with some else, I did forgave her and still took her back with hope as she promised that she will not do anything again to break my heart but currently I'm going through a lot of financial difficulties Wich is hard for me to to deal with. I go through constant anxiety and depression everyday and she told me she's done with me she doesn't want to have any thing to do with me. She referred to me as a blind person. It's really hard for me to rap my head around all these, my financial difficulties currently, dealing with my carrier, finding my feet to stand on, dealing with the relationship issues and my life in general. So many times I felt like committing suicide even till now those thoughts keeps ringing in my head. I generally hear voices in my head and it's a lot for me to handle. I really don't know what to do or how to get out of these. Please I need help.