Anonymous

During this pandemic, I felt very distant from my boyfriend of 1 year and 6 months. We used to be in a distant relationship. I know he is also suffering losses in his manufacturing business but there was a time where he used to be with me from morning till the end of the day with sweet good night messages. Here is my problem, we are from different religion it seems though we have the same citizenship. My parents won’t accept him at all cost while his parent already knows about me through him. I don’t want to go against my parents and cause trouble as they have been going through a lot in the past few years with my sister’s marriage. I love him but it seems like he won’t have the quality that my parents like. I was warned by my mother that I will be thrown out of the house if I went to him. I was out of the country when the pandemic hit hard and was in confusion about whether or not to come back home. During that time he won’t even ask me how I was doing or whether or not I am coming back home. He was so cold at that time. when asked later, he says its due to PUBG. which is silly excuses. adding those reasons and denial of my parents, I tried to break up with him several times but failed as both of us love each other a lot. recently I sent him the text of our final breakup and he won’t reply but just see it. I thought we will marry each other later in the future and gave myself to him both physically and mentally. I am sad but have to do it. still something doesn’t feel right. He won’t have a quality that my mother wants in her son-in-law. This worries me a lot also thinking about our future. I am so messed up. Did I do the right thing?