Depression is smiling everyday knowing you are not completely happy…your happiness is at minimal….and nobody understands, you dont even understand….then you do start to understand but its to late because you fucked everything up in the process…i didnt complete anything i set out to do…ive wasted to much time and i have nothing to show for it….its depressing…but people come to you with their shit and want you to help or listen but its hard because you dont have that yourself….everybody think im ah joke…nobody listens to me…im tired of wanting things that arent going to happen for me…..im ready to go