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I hate to say this but i lack sooo much confidence in myself. I actually a very shy person. I'm girl though. So back then in secondary school i suffered depression but i managed to handel it. It all started with my classmates. They usually bully and insult me. It even affected me to the point i couldnt get a prefect position. My juniors then looked down on me . It was soo horrible. I felt ugly. But few people kept on telling me i was pretty. But wjen my class girls and boy talk about me they call me ugly,dirty and stupid they even go as far as calling me a witch. My school was a boarding school. I had issues with bed wetting when in my first and second year. Thank God i stopped. But the shame and eye my classmates gave me were horrible. Now i'm in the university. But i have struggled to see the beauty and potential in me. I long to talk to someone To pour out my feeling But i just cant. Its bad being an introvert. So around 2018 i got on instagram. I didnt know what instagram was all about until around june 2019. I got to know about influencers and stuffs like that. It made me more sad and i hated myself. I usually see young teenagers like me. Looking flawless and beautiful. Not like they are pretty but tend to see myself less. And i had to delete my instagram. But ones in a while i check their photos and post and i feel so depressed. I got to know that i wasnt ugly. But i still dont see myself as pretty and and i feel my shape is bad. I am slim though. I have had guys stop me on the road. And got uncalled for comments by guys. Even some tend to stare . But even though i feel it . I get scared . I think this boys see me as ugly. And i arent any better. I even dont like leaving my home. I dont want anyone seeing me.