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I feel like I am losing it... The man we've both planned out our future with already gave up on me. I feel like he's put up with me all along cos of my anger issues... We've had series of issues for the past few weeks now that has made everything go down the drain. No more happy moments. Only insults and arguments and he still feels we can still make a way forward when it's obvious there's no way forward... I can no longer control my anger anymore... Everytime I go thru pain, my anger becomes too much for me to handle ... That's what he did. He made me feel like a fool for being supportive. He ignored my advice and support as his girl. I made him do the break up even though I wasn't in support but I'd not continue harming him... I threaten him with his files at will... I can't make peace with myself. I feel so terrible. I couldn't keep hurting him with my anger and saying sorry all the time. It no longer works. I wanted him to be free and have a good life not worrying about an angry girlfriend of his who can't control herself. It makes no sense to still work out a relationship where I threaten my partner at will or where I insult him so much... Although, he caused everything... He allowed himself get disrespected. I warned him not to make me do what I've never done to him. He wouldn't listen. He thought more of himself when anger flushed thru my system... He's adamant and I just couldn't withstand it. I can't tell when or how my next uproar of anger will be... What'll happen then? So, even if I still do love him so much, I can't have him put up with pain again... It hurts me so bad he's no longer mine. I'm scared I may not make the next moment. I hope I made a right decision by giving him his freedom. I really need someone to talk to right now or better still a therapist or counsellor