I feel very depressed, right now academically I am not studying and it’s making me uncomfortable. I got into a relationship kissed him my first kiss and our discussion is moving towards sex and I am a Christian who doesn’t want to have sex but I still want to have sex.
I masturbate and it leaves me empty even porn. My writing got rejected I feel so lonely and inadequate like something is missing.
Anonymous
I guess you are at your teen age and I feel its just too early to start thinking about sex and porn.anyways your studies should be taken more seriously.
Anonymous
It’s feel like a cross section right, you Know you don’t really want to have sex but the desire to have sex is still there, it’s best you stick unto your faith, have a conscious relationship with the Holy ghost..to overcome sexual desire you need to keep fellowship with the Holy ghost (praying, studying, singing praise) and most importantly flee l.e run from all appearance of evil… As a writer you need the Holy ghost for inspiration,he is the only one who truly loves you and can be by your side..he doesn’t condemn you, so why choose to hurt him… I used to battle with the same issue, I didn’t quit till my so called lover left me, I taught I was going to die.. the only person who was there and is still there for me is the Holy ghost… So chose to hold unto your faith.. flee from the appearance of evil now before it’s too late.