I’m tired of everything πŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺ
Okay I’m a teenager who have been sexually abused right from my primary school πŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺ
I couldn’t share with my parents because they were very strict and still strict πŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺ
It got to a point a female abused me sexually to an extent I started having feelings for ladies
I’ve sexual urge for females
No one knows about it until I was 16
I’ve been having different type of things with female
My brother’s friend had sex with me when I was 7
I don’t know anything then
I kept it all to myself πŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯Ί
Now I tried sharing my feelings with my parent
My mom is trying to understand but not fully understanding
My dad on the other hand
Loves comparing me with someone else
Which makes me sad πŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺ
I have a very low self esteem πŸ˜ͺ
I can’t face someone
I can’t stand up for myself
I get hurt easily
I’ve a soft heart πŸ˜ͺ
And no one cares to know how hurt I’m
Yes my sister and brother are perfect
But why compare them to me
Making me look like I’m an abomination or something
I talk to friends,I press my phone to avoid the thought of committing sucide
I’ve tried sucide thrice but just didn’t work out πŸ˜ͺ
Because I’m not a virgin my brother keep making it look I’m an evil being πŸ˜ͺ
I do things to make me happy but they don’t care if I’m happy or sad
I’m just tired of everything 😭😭😭😭
Sometimes I do wish I was never bornπŸ˜ͺ
I’m grateful I was but I’m getting fed up of everything 😭
Please I’m so depressed πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯
I need help 😩

  • Anonymous
    7:41 PM, 30 August 2020

    The fact that you are still alive means that you are strong enough to win,it is not your fault as you are abused,not being a virgin doesn’t make you the worst.there are more positive things inside you, reading your stories made me to understand that you have what it takes to make a difference but you need to have a session with a counselor.

  • Anonymous
    7:46 PM, 30 August 2020

    Quite deep. I Feel like a failure sometimes. I try not to focus on that because I know I have a lot of positive stuff going on for me. You must have some good things going on in your life. Can you try listing them oit, focus on them and be thankful?

  • Anonymous
    8:09 PM, 30 August 2020

    Very touching talk.I think with a one on one talk with a counsellor you will get help.

  • Anonymous
    8:28 PM, 30 September 2020

    Hey honey… I know the feeling. I’ve been there
    I was molested by my aunt when I was a child for YEARS and when I talked to my mom about it she didn’t believe me just because it was her sister… I felt bad
    I hated myself.
    I hated my body
    I hated my mom
    I hated my aunt…
    I ended up in the hospital quite a lot as a teenager because I tried suicide a lot and I didn’t have anyone to talk to.

    But it’s okay… I first forgave myself and loved myself.
    Then slowly I forgave my mom and aunt for making me feel dirty and low.
    I don’t know you but I understand you and I feel what you feel.

    I’m 18 now and I feel better than I was 4 years ago…. Give yourself time honey

  • Anonymous
    9:15 PM, 4 October 2020

    Hey be strong. I kinda kno the feeling. I was molested by my girl friend when I was about three years old later I also started doing it with girls

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