I currently have two people in my life who I know I do not want a future with.
The first guy is about 15 years older, he loves me too much; but then again I think he only loves me because he is overweight and so sees me as his “Sports Fish”, an Avenue to show off to his friends and family that he can get a good looking person who doesn’t want him for his money. My problem with this is that I don’t find the love genuine and I’m not into it anymore.
The second is good looking and younger than me and perfect in bed and everything – but he is not stable financially and also not so ambitious… everything is about “I’m thinking of doing this” but he never actually does it, he has been saying he is going to do a masters but nothing has pulled through. Basically I don’t find him intelligent.
What do I do? I think I may be scared of being single and lonely so perhaps the convenience is what still keeps me with both of them. I know what I’m doing is wrong but I’m too cowardly to admit this to myself and take the right decision. Please help.
Anonymous
Hello.life always leave us with decisions to take,sometimes hard oneand it might not be pleasant in the nearest future.one thing I know is that its better to be in a relationship when the other love you more and not vice Verser and also remember nothing last for ever it only stays.also we can’t really have exactly what we want.