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I hate my Dad so much, I feel like killing him sometimes. I no longer see him as my father. Since when I was a child and I started having memories, I have always seen my Dad abuse my Mom physically; beating her up and sending her out of the house. Sometimes the violence and sleeping outside also extended to us. As young as 6 years old, I and my siblings slept outside the house till he decided to open the door and let us in. On countless occasions, he has threatened the life of my Mom and I and my siblings. I have thought of different ways to rid ourselves of him even to the extent of trying to commit him to a mental institution or psychiatric hospital, but my elder sister and Mom kicked against it. He makes us feel like we shouldn't have been born, he complains about taking care of us and feeding us. Did I mention that he was an alcoholic and a smoker( weed, cigarette, name it). Because of him, I know the different between cigarettes and weed. Because of him, my relationship with the opposite sex is difficult. I kinda feel all men might turn out to be like him. I have lost all form of respect for him and sometimes wish he wasn't alive. I need help because this is seriously affecting and damaging I and my siblings. Please, help me.