They tell me not to complain. It might lead to nagging
They tell me not to fight.it might lead to packing out.
They tell me to be silent
They tell me to endure
They tell me to be patient
They tell me to pretend to be happy even if im not.
If i complain im nagging
If i ask too much im covetous
If i talk too much im impatient.
If anything happens it will always be my fault.
They tell me to accept it the way it is
They tell me i am lucky nd some people are going through worse nd doing okay
They act like its no big deal nd it happen
But what they dont know is im not them
I’m not anyone else
I am me
I am not brave,i am bruised,im not who I’m meant to be.. This is not me
My mental self is not strong enough
They forcing me into a shell
I dont want to be bitter
I dont want to be numb
I just want to feel loved be happy nd free.
