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I am not okay, I pretend like I am, I can't talk to my parents and I don't have a true friend that I can confide in. After years of failed relationships, I finally met someone who is everything to me and who feels sex is normal in a relationship although it felt wrong to me but I decided to go ahead because I love him. we have been together for 11 months now. Then I got pregnant, 3 weeks..I didn't know what to do..couldn't talk to anyone..we decided to have an abortion, my boyfriend was with me through out..I almost died. he comforted me all through..After the events..I have not been myself, I hate myself for the abortion, I feel like disappearing, I have tried to explain to my boyfriend he does not understand me.. I cry every time I am alone..it is noe like everything about me is wrong..I am no longer happy with myself or proud of myself. I feel like I have failed myself..nobody would understand.. they would all judge me..I am in tears, I don't know what to do. please help me