Hi
Since this is anonymous there’s no need for introductions I’ll just get straight to the point so there’s this guy I met the other day on omegele unlike the other dudes on there he didn’t ask me for nudes so I was already interested so he gave me his Snapchat I added him up we started talking on there and then he sent me a picture of his dick I’m Nigerian his British I liked him I don’t think he did I told him and he was totally like okay like he didn’t give a fuck that I liked him and that hurt a lot it hurt like a fucking bitch and I won’t lie I’ve been pretty emotional lately well ever since my grandpa died I’m 16 and this guy is 18 but for a few weeks he sent me pictures of his dick and I sent him pictures of me smiling of me with my mouth wide open and with my tongue out because that’s what he wanted he told me I was sexy beautiful a lot of things things people have never said to me and that made me feel good I swear my friends warned me about him told me he was bad news but I didn’t listen now I wish I had so lately I’ve been noticing that he was ignoring me well I won’t pretend like he never told me that we weren’t a thing and would never be because of the distance between us and stupid me decided that I was gonna ask him what if we met and my dear crush told me we’d fuck everyday the problem is I didn’t want to fuck I just want someone to love me for who I am honestly I won’t lie I have the worst body any healthy girl would ever ask for firstly I cut my hair my mum makes me and that is ways cut badly secondly my legs aren’t straight because of a disease I have well actually a mixture first of all I am one of the “lucky”ones who have sickle cell anaemia and like that’s isn’t enough I also suffer from osteogenesis imperfecta a “rare” disease among sickle cell patients basically this disease makes my bones fragile and I don’t heal fast after a break so making the bone curve when no try walking on it I can’t get an implant no I have to get an explant instead like an implant but outside my body sticking out and all for me to find out that this guy after all of our warming up to each other has been lying to me he doesn’t like me lol and now I’m really hurt like a lot I can actually feel my heart in pain and I’m finding it a bit hard to breathđź’€
