Today is the day I’m finally taking a step to fix myself after coming from several traumatic experiences all my life.
Today, i feel so emotionally overwhelmed. I feel drained, exhausted, angry,sad, lonely and i don’t know if its depression because I’ve got family around me and everything. But i know I’m not okay because i dont feel okay at all, my heart is so heavy and i wish i know which particular trauma is causing this today.
In summary I’m a 27 year old single struggling Nigerian lady.
Lost my father in 2018,
Been sexually abused and molested as a kid.(kinda feel that experience still affects my relationships but i don’t know how)
In all, i live every day as it comes hoping someday I’ll be able to feel better about myself.
And oh, i graduated with a 3rd class.
