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I'm 14. Born on February 14 and also fell in love in January 14. My partner is 10 years older than me so he's practically 24. Funny part is that he was also born on February 14. We love each other deeply and I'm 100% sure about that. I trusted him to the extent that I decided to have sex with him. He works for my dad and he basically seed himself as a slave. We've been through a lot of things and a lot of break ups together. Our relationship is a secret but they are still people who are trying to tear us apart. But something happened and we broke up on November 2 which was yesterday. He still has 3 years left before he's done with serving my parents and now I have to live with him for those three years. I love him so much and I've gotten depressed. He first told me that he might come back after he's done serving and now he's telling me to move on. I'm seriously breaking down and the worst part is that he has a lot of girls who would die to have him (all of his exes included) and I know that might decide to date one of them. I fell in love too early and now I can't handle this pain. It's too much for me to beat. I feel like dying. I need help. Any sort of help at all. I can't handle this any longer. He looks happy while I'm busy suffering. I don't want him to leave. I can't even remember how many times I've stayed awake all night crying because of him. I feel useless. I can't move on. I just wish that I would just die