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Why is life treating me this bad? Did I bring myself to this world? I know God exists that’s why am still alive, and since am alive there is hope. I am a young girl from Abia State that was born out of wedlock.Growing up having a father never cared and never assisted, maybe because am a girl child. I finish from Rivers state university in the year 2019 . No one to assist me in school. I was able to pay my year one school fees through the help of my grandma and a friend of mine then that gave me 16000 Naira to pay back ASAP because I needed to pay in time so as to have a matrix no /matriculate. After which he was demanding for an intimate relationship from me and when I declined , I was asked to pay him back with immediate effect. I was reported to the school security and was forced to pay back. My year two , I was able to pay through menial jobs I did and the help of some persons. But right now I cry almost everyday because of lack of payment of my year 3 and final year fees. I’m supposed to go for NYSC but I can’t because of my debt . My convocation is on the 15th of December but I won’t be able to go because of my debt. Can’t do my clearance, can’t see my result , can’t go to school , because of my debt in school. I’ve met people that are in the position to help me but they keep telling me to use what I have to get what I want. This is so unfair . At 21 am passing through depression because those that can help me is telling me to have s*x with them before they can help out. IS THIS WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT? I believe in GOD and I have faith that all things will work out for Good . I won’t give up Romans 8:18 - yet what we suffer now is nothing compared to the glory he will reveal to us later.