Hi ever since my first crush set me up n rejected tho I was also face alot of issues at home too my mom is not always around so it’s my stepdad dat is always around then so anything I offended him,he always beats me it’s like I was caged everywhere because in school I was bullied n at home it was one trouble or the other I had the situation of been almost raped more than once yet my mom never noticed that infact one time or the old school shoes were in bad shape our neighbors never gave me breathing space at all they are always complaining that I was careless about my siblings which I had do my assignment take of the house at 13 my mom never saw all that she still tell me all her marital issue which when ever there was an issue the two of them take it out on me I got sick when I was around 14 that I nearly had stroke but I recovered but I became a monster I started caring less about people that I hate innocent people who are nice to me just because they are trying to get closure by becoming like a family friend n I also shout alot when angry pls help me am running mad
Peace Edochie
Hello dear,
There’s an option for professional counseling. Also, have you heard of relaxation sounds? They’re app that can make you relax. You need to find peace and also understand that people are humans and they’re doing them. You also have to do you. By you I don’t mean the side of you that’s angry at life dear. Be happy do you and let them do themselves. If you let happiness and peace envelope your heart. You’d be surprised how nothing would be a bother anymore. You should also let people love you. Do not surround yourself with too many walls. I hope you find peace.