I don’t know what to do or what to believe. I am in a relationship or atleast I think I am. It’s one of the cases where you’re in a relationship with yourself. I discovered they were other women and severally I have tried to walk away but he won’t let me. Now he says he is serious and he loves me but I find it hard to believe cause I still remember all the times he picked others before me. Times when he didn’t care about my feelings or hurt. Now that he says things are different I can’t seem to accept it cause he still has one of the girls living in his house. He keeps saying nothing is going on between them but how can two unrelated adults who have been intimate live together and nothing is going on. I can’t trust him. Each time I try walking away he won’t let me and I am not strong enough to walk away.I fear I am being used. The second fiddle. Putting out the details in writing is so difficult I really wish I have someone to talk to.
