I’m depressed and the truth is that nobody cares i

I’m depressed and the truth is that nobody cares in my family, they don’t care about me, my health, my life and all. There’s a lot to say, my mom acts like she hates me well I know she does cause she doesn’t care at all, she has never bn there for me since after birth, she’s always bn busy with work. She resigned few years ago cause she felt she had to take care of my brothers, it was a hard time for me getting to know her and getting used to her, we use to have alot of quarrels, well I feel she never acts like a mother she isn’t patient and tolerant knowing fully well that I am still getting used to her, about 2 years back I decided to be calm and tolerate everything and try to please her,i got her gifts out of the little money I get while in school, I do alot.. I take care of some responsibilities at home but still nothing is working. She is only concerned about the house chores I do and don’t do and yells at me. I’ve bn sick for about a week now and I’ve bn in my room, I can’t even stand or sit for long, she’s never bn here to see what’s wrong and why I haven’t been out. She cooks and share out to my brothers, I haven’t even eaten in 5 days, it’s just bn water. I really don’t know why I deserve this, no food, no treatment, no care and my dad’s so busy.. He doesn’t even know any of this. I just need help