I have been through a lot and its has been making

I have been through a lot and its has been making me so sad and depressed lately, I started a foreign exchange recently and I lost most of the capital invested and the profit made and due to that it had affected me so badly. Its can be so emotional to loose your money when trading, the truth is am not that good but then I discover that am giving up to easily not been able to trade myself, instead I give my trading account to accounts managers, at first at I made a deposit of 200$ and I made a loss of 185$ or there about and it was due to my stupidity when I gave an account manager to help me manage it, then later I made another deposit of 100$ and I had to change the account manager to someone else so as time goes it was moving smoothly though not the way I expected but it was okay, I made a lot of profit but I didnt even think of investing thr profit into some other things so I don’t lay all my eggs in one basket but I never did that i lost both the profit and everything, I felt like a failure and I still feel like that because its seems I don’t believe in myself, I look so stupid and I feel my life doesn’t make meanings to me, my heart felt broken. And I feel like my world is crumbling right in front of me, in the process I got scammed by a company who claims they are into bitcoin mining, really am feeling shitty for sharing all these but I really can’t bear it any longer