I and my brother were living with my grandma becau

I and my brother were living with my grandma because of some financial difficulties which my parents were dealing with….so barely know my parents and don’t think I received any loved from them since after my childhood because,am always beaten for any mistake that happened either to me or my brother,I always take the blame for it….after some couples years we were both taken back to our parents,my parents were always busy ,so they use to leave me some of my neighbors… unfortunately for me ,one of my dad’s apprentice always use to come home just to watch pornography movies and always use to force to watch it him
I didn’t use to tell my dad or mom because they is not parents to daughter love between us,so it was hard for me to talk him about and then decided to move away form the man and lost the courage of talking to people
Now that am a teenager,my dad is now trying to show me love which I didn’t get from my childhood…things now became hard for me, because I fell in love with a guy who his way older than me,but my love for him was not something like the those do….he as a condition,and his condition is that he is limping,he was injected by a nurse when we was a month old which cause him to be in that current condition, whenever he come across girls that he liked he is always turned down by his condition,his ex gf cheated on him because of that,but I fell in love with him not because of his condition or his past story,I fell in love with him because he is hardworking and understanding,I know that it is difficult to understand or believe guys
All I want form him is just will should both work hard and find a standard and healthy life for the both of us, instead of spending money just to buy clothes and go out just show the world that that am living a good guy…No that not what I want from him,I just want him to have a better life ahead,he should have a business of his own and I should have mine

My dad called me and asked about my relationship lifestyle and I told him everything about my relationship
Unfortunately my dad cheated on my mother
And he want me to do what he wants but didn’t want me to do want I really wanted

I can’t do with my family neither can i do with my bf
I just want to be with the both of them and live my life as a successful business woman,a responsible daughter and a supportive gf