I’m in a dating relationship with a guy I really d

I’m in a dating relationship with a guy I really do like, at the beginning of our relationship things were smooth I had a crush on him and then he asked me to be his gf….I accepted so at the beginning things were ok he was very much in love with me,he’s d kind to love whole heatedly so later on I changed, I started being cold with him because I began to think that he’s not ryt for me…worldly things started affecting me I just came out of the fantasy world I was living.He was my mate in the university although different course, I began to see he had nothing to offer me and then my mum at that time started feeding me with advices saying young guys aren’t responsible/reasonable and that because ladies marry guys there age they end up getting divorced early or after suffering with him he will just end up spending money on other ladies or even get married to another lady whoul enjoy ur hardwork with him and which by the way everything she says is what I have seen in the real world. So my bf is just 2yrs older than me, still in school,and he isn’t even from a wealthy family and he has d intention of getting married to me and he doesn’t look like he has plans for his future cause anytime I ask him he doesn’t reply so I just saw that there’s no future for us that’s y I started acting cold with him….then I started missing dates, Even if he calls to see me I don’t pick or I refuse to see him, and I always broke up with him and get back together to The extent that he cried like 3 times over me. He has totally changed ryt now after a break we took which didn’t last 5days I think he has started to dislike me. And Everytime I try to leave him I just can’t cause I love him so much but still I’m getting hurt in the relationship cause he has changed towards me….I don’t know wat to do. I would rather die than feel the pain I feel wen I breakup with him so I always end up asking him to take me back. Pls how do I know if he still loves me, I need a lot of advice…any advice