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Good morning. I graduated from secondary School in the year 2018,and I was supposed to graduate earlier than that but I didn't due to some reasons. I kept applying into different universities but I didn't get accepted, which started to get frustrating and annoying but I kept on applying to universities year after year and it was like my life was on repeat. I wrote JUPEP examination last year, and in all honesty it has been my mother sponsoring most of my school fees. I got 10 points in my JUPEP result and I realized I couldn't study law because law had always been my dream course and I always dreamed and hoped that I would further my education (University) abroad and not in Nigeria. After two years of staying at home, my cousin decided that I should apply for scholarship in her school (Adeleke University in Ede, Osun state Nigeria). I did since my result in the JUPEP result didn't qualify to be able to apply in a Federal University. I had to change my course to History and International studies and the major problem is I was given the scholarship but I'm confused. I want to die. I want to disappear, please help me. I'm dying.