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Have not been getting myself any longer. The guy am dating have turned me to what am not which is affecting me mentally. I dont know who to express myself to becos they see me as a happy person but dont know what am going through. He hurts me, hit me, insult me and flirts. But if he sees me talking to even my cousin male or any male. Recently he slapped me becos my cousin male sent me his pics to wish him happy birthday on my status. I was so angry that i think am getting affected. I dont know who to speak to have let go of him but am not getting myself at all and i have a lot of plans i need to achieve but i dont just know becos i feel have been used, hurt, abused and destroyed.. He used the love i have for him and turned it to hatred for me.. And he is my first love. He just made life terrible for me and made me to regret having a relationship with him.. My mom will kill me if she finds out all these so i dont just know who to tell but am down so down that i feel like harming myself... I need help