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Hi, I'm 20yrs old and a Christian. I have never had sex before but I'm in love with the idea of it.... I look forward to having it with my future husband but I am obsessed with the thought now. I can almost imagine it happening now. I'm writing this because I realized that why I watch porn and I don't want to....but you know how it is, you start with one video then you move to different categories and all. I just can't get these feelings and thoughts out of my head.... Help.