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I came into some bad investments and I'm owing my clients about 3 million naira in total. I honestly felt like paying back this money is all needed to feel better, I still do and really hope and pray I can pay my debts but despite all this, I feel this deep sadness to the very core of my being. I feel like nothing we do matters as humans and that even though we work hard and do our best, we are left at the mercy of serendipitous occurrences and even our wins aren't really wins, they're just sheer luck. I've learnt this through experience and now I don't feel like living anymore 'cause what's the point anyway. i cant leave this world on my own terms either because if I do, I go to hell for it, lol... Isn't this a toasty situation? So, I honestly need to talk to someone, even if its someone who can offer business advice. I cannot leave this world owing people, it's not my style but even after I pay, what is the point to life? why do anything anymore, why try? whew! feels good saying all these to someone, atleast someone knows my story.