have been battling with extreme level of depressio

have been battling with extreme level of depression for a veery long period. It seems like the older I grow, the worst it becomes. The major cause of this depression is my extreme slim legs,thighs and arms and I think it is hereditary cos my mum has similar stature but I feel like I’m the only young girl in this planet that has this limitation because I literally check every lady lady I walk pass even mad women and I feel they are better. My inferiority complex is terrible that even a child of 10 trying to talk to me notices it through my uncontrollable nervousness. This terrible inferiority complex makes me hide in my room all day and even a week without coming out. I have been stuck in a particular stage in school despite my brightness all because of how I feel left out in this world. I’m even at the verge of losing my student’s privilege because of this extreme fear and to think that I am studying law which was imposed on me by my dad. I can’t even manage a friendship talk more of relationship due to this. I am tired of living a day more on this planet that doesn’t seem to the space for me.. I crazily need a practical therapy on how to deal with this pleaseeee