How do even tell someone that the reason you’re sa

How do even tell someone that the reason you’re sad is because of them????
You’re so lost that it’s gotten to a point where nothing else matters…N it’s even worse because everyone expects so much from you and when you don’t deliver they make you feel like you’re such a failure…
Everyone is bound to make mistakes..These days people seem to forget that…The world is so full of very judgemental set of individuals…Even when you die,,they will still judge you…
I made a single mistake by not listening to my parents about marrying who i married and cause things are not going as expected at the slightest decision that I make they constantly remind me of how stupid I am….I’ve never been so lonely my entire life…
Men are suppose to come into a woman’s life and take away so much burden from her…Buh my life is the complete opposite of that..
All the problems im having is just cause of the one decision I made to marry a man I thought loved me the way I loved him.:He’s now like a visual representation of my miseries!!!I don’t even know what to do anymore…
I’ve never been this sad in my entire life..I don’t even know what to do anymore,,holding myself accountable for all my mistakes..My life is practically in circles…I wake up sad,,go to bed feeling even worse…Barely even sleep cause to an extent sleep actually requires a level of peace…Its like I’m living the same day all over again…Nothing I ever do is good enough!!!That’s the worse feeling in the world…It’s not enough that he’s violent but the fact he makes me feel so inconsequential hurts the most….Someone will wake up everyday look you in your eyes and lie to your face…I technically put my life on a hold for this man but he’s making me feel stupid for doing it…
Thought they said love is all about sacrifices?
Y’all lie too much..I’m just tired tho…Don’t know what else to say…