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Write what's on your mind here...so, I have quiet borderline personality disorder, paranoia and I'm sometimes depressed-occurring more frequently now.I don't know how I'm supposed to live with all these problems now because I can't tell anyone about it.From family to friends, I can't tell any one.what can I do.I just 14 and I don't have money for any therapy.I was never diagnosed with these conditions but I figured them out myself.I really don't know what to do anymore.I been having thoughts of suicide nowadays but the only thing that is keeping me from committing it is that there r good days sometimes.I don't do well in relationships and I only have 2 friends but I'm closer to one.I've been looking for free therapy and I've not found one yet.I'm really frustrated about my life and I've been getting really drained lately and I don't know what to do anymore.Life has not been fair on me.Pls I need help.Fast.