I feel unsettled. I’m confused and don’t feel myself. It’s like one time, I’m happy.. Really happy but then, I don’t know why.. And I feel like I don’t deserve it, then it just makes me go into the full sad mode.. And whenever I try to like come back from that mood, to remember what I was doing before I felt this way, it feels balnk in my head. Like I’m always forgetting something. I just feel so alone..and uneasy.