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Sometimes, I feel I'm too thin or too "anything" I was talking with a friend once and he helped me realize I have OCD, though I've done some research on that before. He kind of convinced me Last week, I had thoughts of dying. Not killing myself though, dying. I walked through this bush in my school, half-hoping that a snake would come out and do it's thing on me I'm scared of and for a lot of things People talk down on me a lot, therefore I've started avoiding people and I just searched something like that and found it could be social anxiety I do however have a happy childhood and upbringing It's people that have affected me and I sometimes wish I was normal "if that can be a thing for me" I am quite underaged for my level of education and I'm shy too, so people tend to bully me, bodyshame me, talk down on me and so on I am not doing badly academically though. I'm studying a course I love so much and it sometimes gives me hope and joy I do enjoy looking at the moon, I find beauty in it I like watching people dance, though I'm a bit of a dancer myself I don't like talking to people, they're weird, though I'm weirder, I'm sure they consider me weird as well I take strolls at night ocassionally and I think it helps clear my head a bit I don't even understand what I've typed, but I honk it's probably the bravest thing I'd be doing in a while since I'm not even sure this will be anonymous and it's going to be a bunch of strangers literally reading about all my insecurities......have fun