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I really don't know what to do,I have been in a relationship for 5years now and I have had 6 abortion. He is quiet older than me and he wants us to settle down but he isn't financially stable, he also has anger issues. There was a time he slapped me, several times he threatened to send me out of his house in the middle of the night. I'm a very calm person I know he cheats on me and when I confront him he starts fighting me for checking his phone(I'm not even bothered about him cheating). Then I don't know what to do I can't picture myself without him. I don't know if I'm scared of being alone or I just love him too much. I am confused