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I'm not feeling normal like other human being I feel strange about myself. I av tried to be a good woman but the more I try the more things get worsten for me every guy I dated it always ending in tears this last one I got pregnant for him last year til after asking me to keep the pregnancy he suddenly stop talking to me not even ask about the baby 😭😭😭 I hate myself the more ...the more I open and explain my problems to them the more I lose friends I noticed each and everyone I have discussed my problem with they have not be solution to any of my problem rather after a week they suddenly don't communicate with me again 🙄 and claim they were busy now I'm hiding inside my shield I don't want to share my pains with anyone again cuz the more I do the more the people I call friends reduce communication with me even if I post on my status and say I'm dying my friends will view it and none will call to check on me ... I don't really feel normal I really want to help myself I really want to push myself but why can't I just come out. If I call my child father he ignores my calls and text sometimes shout at me . I don't sleep at night I think and cry too much ... I have made effort to relocate to another country to start life over again with my child but no possible way bcuz of invitation letter... I cry every day of my life