So I am a teenager who has lied, cheated, stolen and done basically bad things…I don’t know when this started but after everything I regret it and work hard to stop but it doesn’t…I have cried out to God few times to forgive me because I want to change…funny thing is I always picture myself as a God fearing woman and I seriously want to change
Now this behavior of mine has gotten in the way of my relationship with my family…my siblings tolerate me barely and my parents have lost love for me and basically mocked everyday and because of this I’ve lost self esteem because of comparisons by my parents all the time
I’ve tried to kill myself many a times
Funny thing is that added to my list of shortcomings I can’t cook even when I try and try basically making me useless so please tell me what use I’m I if I am useless… I really want to change …I do
