Life is hard and I wish my loved ones could see past my happy-go-lucky mask. It’s been a long (over a decade) struggle with anxiety, low self esteem, depression and what not. Not suicidal anymore but I’m just indifferent about life now. It just seems like everyone has got everything all figured out, they always know what to do when and how but I don’t. They say my ideologies don’t reflect my age, I’m too small looking, I don’t wear nice stuff. Do I try? Yes. But somehow it’s never good enough. This is probably all cryptic but it feels a bit nice to have this out here than in my notepad.
Anonymous
Hello you know that what might be causing your anxiety and depression is the fact that you compare your life with others and judge your self wrongly.if you start to see positivity in a little thing you do life might get better.
Anonymous
I’m back, and it’s still not gotten better. Life actually got worse.