Read Anonymous Stories

I have a really bad addiction to porn and sex. It all started years ago when I was rape severally by close family friends. I have been battling the feeling of self loathe ever since. I feel betrayed that my parents never found out and I still have nightmares about those dark times. I've been trying to quit but I haven't been able to. As a result, I use dividers to make scratch marks all over my body (especially my arms) after every bad deed. I've thought of suicide many times and I've been avoiding church for a while now. I need help but I don't want to tell my family. I can't bear the disappointment in their eyes. I'm currently suffering from Ulcer because that was one of my ways of escape. I'm fed up with my disgusting lifestyle!