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My name is tosin from Nigeria. I'm 29 years old . After graduating from University, I changed my location to Abuja where I start fending for myself. I met a girl called admydello few years back .we became lovers .as time goes by ,I started investing infact at some point at the age of 26yrs I'm already earning 600,000 naira from my business after paying staff.i started investing in a business (storage business) in nasarawa through the help of my lover.i started saving 500k monthly cos I'm very prudent in spending and this savings was channelled to investment monthly.at the end of the year I aiid av over 6m in investment. We got married .I was happy that I have found the love of my life.infact she helped me through alot as I was growing financially .last year , I received the shock of my life.the storage business I did in nasarawa was all sold by her without my permission and she took some loan in my name which I am not aware of infact the capital that I run my business with all went. I didn't know on time cos I made her my manager .Everytime she is always like " everything is fine" if I ask her about the business. I lost everything coupled with my relationship cos I became sad and depressed .I discovered she lied to me. Right now ,I'm helpless . nobody to talk to.i lost the feeling of happiness.depression took over .I have been thinking of suicide lately infact almost everyday cos I'm really fed up .not because of the money I lose but I lost everything and happiness.i lost alot of goals , my plan became zero.i've lost myself. I really need love and change of environment. I know myself , I believe in the man i want to be .I just need to be on track back.have lost my way .I need love and hope. I don't know how possible it is to last a week but I feel I should be courageous by then to take my life because I'm already loosing the feeling of belonging to any social enviroment and people.may God see me through . hopefully