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Im an oddity. Im a sensitive 45-year-old Nigerian man. Im divorced and my kids live with thier mother in the USA. 5 years ago I met this girl aged 24, just about finishing school, we entered into an intimate relationship and I helped to see her through her final year in school, NYSC and finally she got a job, and she's doing well. To be honest I have not been particularly nice to this girl. I made her have abortions twice, i have insulted her severally. I have however never physically assaulted her. When she came to me that she has found someone she wants to settle down with, I became irrationally angry. A few days later I met her suitor at the flat I rented for her and in a fit of jealousy, broke the windscreen of the car I bought for her. Yes I am being frank. I am ashamed of myself. Now its been six weeks, I cant stop thinking about her, i think I love her.. But she needs to move on. How can I let go of this girl in my heart? I cant sleep, i dont eat well, i am becoming less effective in my job.....how do i break that tie, even though i yearn for her everyday of my life..