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Hello,I was searching for a therapist or a place to pour my emotions and that led me here Back then when I was in school,I actually put up a fake bad guy act to make people fear me because I hate being around people,I wouldn't call myself an introvert because I kinda have a few friends then and I do talk a lot with them but there is this thing in me that just won't make me feel anything,more or less like I'm dead to emotions and feelings.i have tried looking for answers,maybe it's because I didn't give girls and myself a chance,maybe that's why I'm like that so I tried talking to a girl,it did end up well though,the girl fell for me but still,after spending days with the girl, chatting and calling each other,I didn't develop any feelings for her,but thankfully I also haven't asked her out formally but she got sad and angry at me,called me a "Mr Stone" and a bad guy.That bothers me a lot cause as far as I know,I like only one girl and that is my friend which is a mission impossible for me.What can I do?