I can’t call myself a failure
I know I tired
I know I’ve done my best
But at the edge of every breakthrough
There is always a setback
It drains me of all the energy I had
All the sleepless night trying to conclude on something
And at the brim of achievement
The tide sleep away all I’ve done
The question is !!
Is it a curse or I didn’t just do well enough or I’m born to struggle and not get it or I’m not worth getting a better result in life !!!!!
I’m completely tired of life and I’m fully ready to give up
I just want to die
I just want to leave this hardship and rest
Nothing is working
Everything looks fake
I try every time to check if it just a dream
But no it’s real
Why me
Why have life choose to punish me
What have I done to deserve this pain
Who have I offended
Who have I hurt
At every point in time I check myself if I’ve wrong anyone
I apologize even if the person is wrong
Because I want peace at all cost
If I’m still alive after today
Please kill me
I don’t want to be in this life of hardship again
I can’t blame anyone
Even myself for this kind of life
I’ve tried
I know I’ve tried
But the fact that there’s nothing to show for it
I can’t stand it anymore
Anonymous
It’s well.short of words after reading every line and thinking of the pain and frustration coming out of the typed word what more can i say than take it easy and continue living.cheers