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Goodafternoon Sir/Ma, I have a story so deep to share and I need way out of this I beg you please. When I was young (haven't started seeing my period though) I had sex, That keep lingering in my head. Anytime am alone that come to my head. As I was maturing, I decided to stop myself from having that coming into my head but it couldn't. One day on an altar call to give my life to Christ I went and I told God to please make me whole again psychologically but after sometime I regained my self. While in school if I watch a movie and they Involve in any sexual act even though is only kissing I always started imagining that anytime am alone. In essence I usually see or feel sexual romance like seeing my self imagining me and someone having sex or doing one thing or the other. But now am 23, I still imagine it but not too much. After my secondary school someone came to hand in marriage which I didn't accept because I just gained admissions and I wasn't ready at all. So now am in my 200L and I have a friend who I think what's to seek my hand in marriage not sure yet but his words shows it. Am confused right now, I have prayed, prayed but nothing. I tried so much to let out all this emotional situations but I can't. I need help. Please what should I do, am in a stormy sea, indeed help. Help me. Dear Lord please forgive me and help me through your channel. God bless you