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Hi. I'm Jennifer 15 yrs old but about to turn 16 on the 14th. This has been a long journey for me. I don't know where to start from and I also don't know how to explain everything from the beginning so that y'all can get a better understanding but Last night he told me to leave him alone but I disagreed cuz I really wanted to talk to him. He's my boyfriend... Soon to be 26 on the 14th as well. He has anger issues and I am too stubborn. He says that I act too smart. Said I deserve to be alone and he pities the man that would get married to me. He wanted to kill me last night. He held my neck and I fought back. I insulted him a lot too. I gave him every insult u can ever think of cuz I was hurting and I just wanted him to love me. He works for my dad so we live in the same house. My mom found out about us recently so I've been doing everything possible to make sure he doesn't get chased out of the house given the fact that my mom also found out we've been having sex. I don't know if all this is adding up cuz I'm really down. He's been distant all throughout this and I've been telling him to act normal with me cuz I was facing a lot from my mom and I also didn't want to deal with him. I've been fighting for him but now we've broken up cuz of my stubbornness. My parents and the other workers got involved. My mom told my dad everything that has been going on and he (my dad) almost beat me up Last night. He's no longer talking to me. He doesn't reply to my greetings. My mom is disappointed in me for giving my virginity to my dad's worker. The other workers think I'm forcing myself on my ex and now my ex is no longer talking to me. I look like the bad one here. I'm so tired. I'm the only one getting affected. I'm just numb. I really don't know what to do. I feel like I'm an idiot. I'm a bad person