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I am in a bad depression that has made me lose hope i am a boy fighting with mastubetion. I got adicted to mastubetion before i knew it name i started it at a very young age(9/10years old) and no body knew it till now. I started Trying to stop it the time i knew about it and befor then i was long gone in it i treid all i could but to no result,this behaviour made me hate girls and i don't make friend at all from child hood and my perent never knew they thougt i was shy. I given my so many time to christ but i keep back sliding becuse of the behaviour and it have so taken over me and i hate my self some time's i do cry and do many thing to my self after it. I have tried my possible best and i have use the best of my knowlage to fight it some time's i will stay for to 4 to 5 weeks and it will baunce back and i was just fighting it scretly no body knew this is my first time of seeking for help i badly need help before chage in to something else it has affected my emotions and my way of live metaly pls pray 4 me