Growing up to see my parents fighting always has affected me greatly,at the age of 6 i was left with my dad cause my mom had to be in school,my dad will say negative things at me at every given opportunity i was a failure in his eyes whenever i made a mistake,this made me grow with low self esteem,i was so scared of my dad that even if i was sick i couldn’t say it to him.
My parents always took decisions for me without giving me room to explain/express myself but it wasn’t same with my other siblings at some point i felt all my siblings were better than me cause of how our parents treated us differently.
I grew up to keep things to myself not sharing to any family member cause i didn’t want to be judged or looked down on now.i did everything possible both good and bad to live up to my parents expectations but still it didn’t work out.
Presently am 28 and i have made a lot of mistakes in my life that are now hunting me and yet all i get is condemnations from everyone.
I am so depressed right now that i just want to exit life cause my life presently is messed up and i don’t think i can fix it
Anonymous
Hi even the people that had it all has also made silly mistakes and your all grown up I guess it’s time for you to step up and defeat those fears,esteem issues and lot more.live up to your expectations and never be scared to make mistakes.