David,My boyfriend of 4years was unfaithful, he cl

David,My boyfriend of 4years was unfaithful, he claimed to love me but he gave me everything reasons to doubt him.
This made me look for true love outside the relationship, I met other guys afterwards but they never gave me what I was looking for, not until I met Seun. Seun gave me the new hope of love and attention, and everything I wanted.
So that makes them two men in my life but I was in love with one(Seun).
I never told david about seun and I never told seun, david was in the picture. I was still getting to know seun and I was scared of how he would react because I really loved him. Every memories shared was so memorable and sweet.
But then, I knew i had to let the cat out the bag someday.
I went to visit David, and something led to something and he happened to find out about Seun, out of jealousy he snatched my phone from me and put a call across to Seun and revealed our relationship to him.
I’m so heart broken right now, because seun has called off our relationship and has refused to hear anything from me. He has blocked me on all social media and has refused hearing from me.
I know I had no reason to cheat, I was scared🥺🥺. I wanted to tell him at the right time
Now, everything I feared from happening has happened.
David forgave me and is in a haste to marry me, my family accepts him, he regretted everything he did to me in the past and is ready to make amend,
I’m so confused because I love Seeing and I really want him back in my life.
I haven’t been myself.