Hi, Fortune
I was raped by my friend sometime last year, I haven’t been able to recover from that trauma…it seems like I’m trapped, scary flashes of scenes from that day, I was a virgin until then, after that day, my sexual urge increased and I get sexually aroused easily, made a few terrible mistakes already. it has affected my studies seriously and it seems like I’m drowning in my misery. To make things worse, I have a serious financial crisis, which has made my education suffer greatly and it just feels like the world is crashing at my feet. Seems like I’m tired of living with so much pain and hurt that comes from what it feels like to have an open wound with blood gushing out of it….. I’m loosing my mind, i really want to end this, I started taking some pills i felt was going to slowly end me, but i don’t think i can continue…. I’m really trapped in a dark web of secrets
Anonymous
I’m so glad you had to share your story because it can also help uplift other individuals.
But actually I have handled issues of people being raped by robbers or an unknown person and they wished that it were a friend.
Absurd and unbelievable isn’t it?
Your own story no matter how bad it is might just be another man’s prayer points
As for the sexual urge, ive counselled those who complained of being addicted to po…ghy after being enticed to it just once and after that, it became impossible to stop
It’s just normal my dear
The arousal seems impossible to stop at the beginning but if you you’re determined to win over it then you will find out that you’re actually a queen of your feelings, emotions and hormones.
The first day a little child heard state and capital, it didn’t stick in at once but with time even while sleeping he would recite it completely
Starting afresh isn’t easy.
Determination is what causes change
Change is a gradual process
The pain cant kill you but will only temporarily hurt you
We’ve had stories of ladies who instantly committed suicide because of just a glimpse of your situation. Consider yourself a strong, a fighter and a courageous woman.
A special word for you
“pain hurt those who still live in their past”
Your past can only be corrected by your present
We can’t stop yesterday’s happenings from being part of our lives but we can stop it from controlling our life
Quit the pills and start building up your present.
Keep friends who can add positive ideas and ambience around you
It’s not something that will disappear in a day because I’ve talked to so many in similar situation and if you only can push through, it will work perfectly
Always tell yourself that
‘I’m the queen of my feelings, emotions and hormones
I decide what becomes of my present’