I am a girl am nineteen and I am actually in tears writing this story…I would start my story from my 8year…at age 8..I was raped nd abused by a family member… three of them …my uncle nd his two children…the night I confronted them that was the night my nightmare all started…my cousin stabbed me with a biro several times..in my private part threathen that if I tell on him…he would actually do worst…that led to damage in my body…I actually grew up later on life was not so bad at first till I found out that I can’t get pregnant…like there’s no possibility of me getting pregnant…later on I was diagnosed with PCOS…and anaemia….my friends see me as fat nd ugly because of the symptoms….it’s so depressing cuz I have never been lucky…I lost my dad…life became harder…I had to stay with people that treat me like trash…all dreams perished….I have nothing left…I always wanted to be a female icon that could sit in high places…I wanted to be a boss like a famous lady that everyone could look up to someday…but it’s so painful that why trying to look strong and help other people…I am a weakling inside. .it hurts that every night…every day…every hour…my life becomes a nightmare…the one I don’t want to see…I hopefully wish I can make pass this few months…but if eventually I can’t…..just know that a star has fallen
Nd hopefully when my mum gets to see this somehow…just tell her she’s my hero nd am sorry for leaving too soon
Anonymous
Hello Anon,
Warriors are not made from siting at home, but they are made in times of battle and their ability to overcome each challenge.
I will like to put it to you, from your story your mom has tried her best to be a hero to you. Are you willing to be a hero to her. Help is just a few clicks away.
https://counselling.truthshare.com.ng/ you can use this link to get assess to a professional therapist that is skilled to help you navigate this tough time. Please do not give up, there is always a way.