Who am I……. I always ask myself
Everyone has something to offer,but I
Ugly, untalented, hated by literally everyone, dumb.
I asked God recently why he created me,
I told him he could have at least made me beautiful if my life is going to be like this
Sincerely I try to be grateful for atleast being alive.
Buh I sincerely don’t like myself
Lately my heart has been beating very fast than usual anytime I think,
I’m having lots and lots of sleepless nights.
Bad dreams every single day
I know I need help.
Only if there is someone who can see thru me and see my pain
My heart hurt………………..and it very painful
The hurtful memories of my past keep haunting me every single day.
Tomorrow is my birthday ………..and I can’t help but feel indifferent, I ask myself what is special about you or your life,
I wish I was an insect or an animal then I wouldn’t have to worry.
What is my purpose in this life
Why am I alive when I have nothing to offer
What is the meaning of my life
Why does my own mother treat me like trash
Why am I not beautiful
Why don’t I have atleast one talents
Why am I so insecure
Why am I so emotional
Why am I dark
Why do I have this thoughts
I hate myself for being like this,
If only I had money I would go see a therapist.
I really need someone to understand me.ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Anonymous
Hey dear … pay no heed to this thoughts …it’s all in your head…you are beautiful, you are amazing let nobody tell you less…the say you were born was the most beautiful day …the heavens rejoiced and trust me no human under the sun is without purpose you are very important ….you are yet to meet people who will love and appreciate you…please churn such thoughts and be strong…