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I am 19 and I can say I’ve experienced issues that’s beyond my understanding.
From encountering Sexual abuse at a young age for almost 4 years to facing daily emotional painful words and treatment from family ,health challenges and so on. All these experiences messed with my personality that I developed low self esteem which made people treat me like I didn’t matter, sometimes I feel so high and bold and the next minute,I always feel like the weakest person alive so much that I feel the urge to totally disappear from the earth , sometimes I get so confused that I do take time to delete and uninstall my social media apps inorder to be far from everyone and then after few hours I start to regret my actions, the truth is I don’t understand what exactly is wrong with my mental health, I’m just a roller coaster of emotions and that has made it difficult for me to live a genuinely happy life. Please help me because I already feel like a burden to my friends and so I decided to keep things from them ,I need help but I can’t afford physical therapy, please help me here on truth share
Thank you