By La sien major_2
Ohkay, yeah... It all started when I was 10 years. Growing up to have friends was always a problem but I didn't care because I had a Dad. My Dad was my best friend we were like peanut butter and jam. Until life decided it was time for him to leave... it has being 6 years but I always thought my life would have being better... I'm studying medicine but I feel I'm not going to make it past my first year cause of this semester results.. my mom is not the great person to talk to .. I was stigmatised cause of weight and the way I talk.. I was suicidal until I met my ex, he helped pass through that stage but since we broke up I never being myself.. I'm a porn addict nd I wanna stop Two days ago, a boy touched me on my private part for the first time not the boy I had crush on or I liked, it just happened until i felt his thing on my hand. Till now I'm still disgusted about what happened.. just a broken boy with sexual problems I wanna leave but he doesn't wanna let me go saying I'm the only one he has but I don't feel comfortable with it at all... I just want him to leave and get out of my life like the way it has always being... My best friend is behaving like an asshole, yes he has a girlfriend doesn't mean he should just blank out on me like I'm wasting my time chatting with someone.. so yeah basically right before my eyes everything is crashing.. I feel wortless, useless and a slut I miss Dad maybe everything would have being perfect.... maybe I would have not to worry about the world.... maybe I will behave nd be free like a 16 year old nd not being forced to act as if I'm 32 I have never spoken to anyone how I feel with my dad dead... he was the world to me.. no one asked how I'm i doing? No one just always saying take care of ur Mom it is only u she got Tried Good grades, cooking and a whole lot but she isn't satisfied never satisfied... always be like your friend Victory be perfect be like dis I was never myself.. I just trapped somewhere
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